sesak.

Aku ada. Di sini. Bersamamu, bersamanya, bersama mereka.
Aku ada saat crescendo, saat decrescendo, dan saat pertunjukan selesai.
Awalnya andante, lalu allegretto, semakin cepat kemudian largo hingga fermata.
Aku tak suka bagian ini.
Menahan dan sesak.
Seketika berhenti tiba-tiba.
Lenyap.

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